Hi Ricardo, Welcome!
for 15yrs I lived with a Ferrari daily, it sat on my bookshelf a 1:18 diecast Testarossa in Gallo Fly yellow. For a year now (nearly) I have lived with a 1:1 genuine Testarossa daily, but I have had to reinforce my bookshelf! I'm just kidding Ricardo, the car sits in my patio( covered up as most are) until it works on me for a run!
Keep a tactile reminder of yr goal close at hand and it will eventually manifest itself to you! Keep the faith!